i am a werewolf,

I don’t even think there are words to describe how tired I’ve been lately, I feel like I constantly have to be somewhere or do something, all I want is time to myself to just sit and read, or sleep or think about everything that’s happening lately. I’ve been snappy and horrible and rude and dislike myself for it and I’m really sorry to anyone I’ve been awful too, really wasn’t intended. I don’t think I will take so many classes next year if this is how much work it takes, it’s not enjoyable when I have to feel constantly rushed and busy and drained, but still have to try to pay enough attention to my friends and their problems even though I’m so exhausted I can barely work out my own, so sorry friends if I haven’t been adequately fulfilling my duties. Adequacy, ha. This whole post is ironic considering I have to wake up at a quarter to nine and it’s currently 1:20 AM. Hm, I suppose some of it is my fault then. Okay, selfish complaining aside, my crinoline for my major textiles project arrived in the mail and I’m fairly excited to make this, should it work out. I had a shoot for this fellow’s tafe project which I thought would be really awkward considering it was in lingerie, but the underwear was high waisted and not disgustingly risque or anything, so it was cool, his inspiration was Iggy Pop, so it was sort of grunge-esque you could say, I’ve only gotten one photo back, but it was pretty rad. School’s a drag and I can barely sit still and pay attention enough for any information to enter my mind but it doesn’t matter, I’ll pick it all up later. Feeling somewhat spinsterish lately, which is rather lonely, but what can us single folk do, wallowing in self pity really isn’t appealing to me. Also, I’ve been to the beach a few times and it’s been wonderful and I realised just how much I missed it all, I talked to Sam today for the first time in a while and remembered how funny he was and how we got along pretty well, so I wouldn’t mind being proper friends this time, yaknow, before I killed everything like I usually do. See how we go, but for now bed calls lovelies, and I should hope you are all already there. Ciao

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